Quick Wear: The Beautiful, Strong and Tragic Path of a Swordsman

Chapter 141 The Disabled and Lonely Pilot 26

The original body really couldn't hold on for long, because this banned drug was like a targeted poison to the alpha, a product of the alpha's full malice.

This drug also has another alias, "A-killing agent", which refers to an agent that kills alpha like pests.

But the person who developed this medicine still 'mercifully' left a ray of hope, that is, if the alpha of traditional Chinese medicine can endure the severe pain in the early stage of traditional Chinese medicine or get effective treatment, then he can live like Xu Yan, a disabled person.

This disability does not only refer to the disability of the glands, but also the disability of being unable to act with omegas.

After all, even if it is not the estrus period, AO will become aroused during daily couple exercise. The intensity of pheromones emitted by O in this case is similar to that emitted when it is sunny.

And these two kinds of "disabilities" happen to be the most unacceptable to the proud alphas.

It starts with physical torture, and after you get over it, it becomes mental torture.

After learning about the effects of this drug, Xu Yan and 937 were amazed. They were also very curious about which ruthless person developed this thing, but they couldn't find out.

937 is the assistant officer of the paradise. Even though he is useless, as long as he wants to investigate, everything in that small world is almost defenseless to him.

But this time he couldn't find out who developed this drug.

This is intriguing.

Xu Yan recalled the memories of his original body in his mind again, and finally stopped at the moment of his original body's death.

He felt the regret and unwillingness of his original self, because he was tortured by the pain and had no strength to pick up the gun that was five steps away from him. He was unable to kill the gangsters he had subdued on the ground, and failed to avenge his comrades.

I don’t know if it was a coincidence, but just when he was about to die completely, a blue butterfly suddenly flew in front of him and landed on the tip of his nose, allowing him to distinguish the color of its wings even though his vision had already been blurred.

It reminded him of the beautiful little ice-blue butterfly.

He is paranoid.

The reason he and his comrades fought was not for revenge, but to protect the beauty behind them. Although they have fallen now, there are still more comrades behind them who have not fallen.

It was because he was blinded by hatred that he was so unwilling to die.

These criminals were just trapped in a jar, just a group of minions. What he should really regret and be unwilling about was that he failed to kill the mastermind behind the scenes and failed to stop the war.

Instead of failing to kill a few insignificant minions to avenge his comrades.

The little blue butterfly flew away, taking away a relieved soul.

He believed that they would win and that his and his comrades' sacrifice would be worth it.

Xu Yan’s lack of understanding of love, of course, also includes his love for his country, as well as the original owner’s love for the world, civilization, and the ordinary and beautiful in the previous small worlds.

Love is complex and broad, and it is difficult to have a specific and clear definition.

This resulted in him having to replay his memories, imitate and perform over and over again.

In the first world, he performed his love for a person and helped the children of Guangming Orphanage.

In the second world, he not only performs his love for a person, but also his love for his country.

The third world he performed was based on the previous ones, with the addition of a love for a beautiful world.

In the fourth world, he plays a non-human who has learned "love", a selfless and pure love called protection.

But the love in this world is more complicated, including family, country, love, people, protection, sacrifice... What he needs to play is a soldier who lives in a peaceful era but cannot enjoy peace.

Unlike the second world, in that world, war forced the birth of heroes. They had no choice. If they retreated a step, their country would cease to exist. They had nowhere to retreat and nowhere to escape.

However, Xu Yan in this world can be chosen. He is good enough and he can completely change his life and enjoy the beauty of the world. After all, his absence will not lead to the destruction of his country.

But he chose to do so, and so did his comrades.

The world has never been peaceful, but Longfu is a peaceful country because there will always be young people like Xu Yan who will continue to fight.

They gave up their high salaries, peaceful lives, and superior treatment abroad, put on military uniforms, and stepped onto an unknown battlefield.

They chose to be heroes.

Heroes are equal and are always worthy of respect, no matter what the reason is for a person to become a hero, no matter how big or small what he has done, as long as what he has done is worthy of the word hero, then he is a hero.

Even someone like Xu Yan, who would do anything to pursue death, would respect heroes, even if he did not understand the "love" that drove the birth of certain heroes.

Xu Yan was thinking about all this in his mind, and the web woven by the gods deep in his soul became tougher in the process to a degree that was difficult to distinguish with the naked eye, and the mesh was also becoming denser.

Perhaps even he himself did not realize that his approach to fulfilling his original body's long-cherished wish was becoming increasingly gentle, which was completely different from his previous brutality and decisiveness in carrying out missions.

There are only wrong names, not wrong nicknames.

Xu Yan has many nicknames, each of which carries a murderous connotation. Rather than calling him the Third Master or the Executor, people in Paradise prefer to call him the Executioner.

There are many people in the paradise who hold the authority to execute people and have the title of executioner, but the number of executions they have carried out combined is not as many as that of Xu Yan alone.

Xu Yan’s strategy and intelligence have always been good, but why waste time and energy on something that can be solved with just one knife?

It was simply delaying his death.

But now, he no longer worries about how long it will take to complete the task, and no longer thinks about speedrunning. Instead, he starts to play the role patiently and tries to eliminate the negative effects that his death may bring.

Unconsciously, a tiny seed was born in his subconscious mind, waiting to sprout.